I Try To Dive!

All that music just makes me sad.
Tell me now, what are you lookin' at?

Is it my tears?
Been cryin' them for days and years.

Gotta make a change,
I'm extending my social range.

Floating above a resting bench,
Dreamin' 'bout a quiet revenge.

For all that pain
That's been comitted
By my self.
I'm living with it.

All the time.
All the same bull shit

Enough is enough!
Those words sound rough?
Didn't you know me?
Did you think i'm tough?

Numbers are dropping,
countdowning my Life.

But when i'm drowning,

I try to dive!