New one

NONAME

fluids're flowing
far away
drops are dropping
in my brain

thoughts like clouds
will i remember?

feel like snow in summer
sun in december.

life's a lie!

drama.

all these questions
without answers
like a whisper
in the storm

crisis.

in the end
there is no light.
life is like a despered fight

endless night.

people shouting,
screaming, singing, talking.

silence.

me and feelings,
thoughts and desire.

poems.

freedom,
fall,
solution,

death.

light

there's a light at my horizon
shining bright but far away
i have to get there
i just can't stay

get in motion
step by step
two steps forward
just one back

keep going
then start walking
was always lieing
never talking

i have to get there
i just can't stay

climb this mountain
pass that hill
they say "you can't"
i think "i will"

desperation makes me strummbling
what direction don't know the way

all my friends
they did the task
but they don't answer
when i ask

i have to get there
i just can't stay

they are talking
with shutten mouth
they take the roof
from my souls house

but if i learned just one thing
i'll keep going till the end
then i reach the light of life
the light is here the darknes banned

The first clearly positive one on that blog!..

What is life?

sweat all over your back
music loud
mind's gonna crack
party feeling all around

these are your buddies
you are proud

gettin' ready
going on
dj plays your favourite song
this is life
you know its true
this is party
this is you

time to rock now
time to dance
this one night is your last chance
keep it banging
keep it loud

make your buddies
being proud

gettin' ready
going on
dj plays your favourite song
this is life
you know its true
this is party
this is you

I can't

Times by
but nothin's changing
trying to run
against the stormt
trying to stop
but never will.

Times go by
people passing
my soul's a liquid
becomes a steam

asking questions
getting no answer
keeping
talking
forevere more

trying to fix
an image of yourself
trying to develop a life

til you reach the hell

Die your life long
try to stop
be creative
til the end

lot of signals have been sent
poem expressing feelings

i can't

Bye

My head aches in self defense
from all the bad things in my mind
sometimes I see their danger clear
sometimes they look a lot more kind

than love and peace who always preach
these are the things I'll ever search but never reach

I'm a despered guy in love desire
but is there any light in fire?

times go by and always will
a soul survives a boddies kill

good bye

Thoughts about one of the most importent things in life

Friendship

what is friendship meant to be?
gettin' together, having fun?
or do friends just trust each other,
beneeth and above the shining sun?

the answer is somewhere in between.
the answer's a diamond nobody've seen.

try to find it anyway,
once you found shout hurray!

if someone else does understand,
this is love and friedships end.

try to find it anyway

One about politics and religion like it or don't

Religions

you need it!
you discuss it!
you should not!

what do you need?
what do you discuss?
what should you not do?

no matter what!
no matter what!
just do it!

be religious!
let it be!
do you want to?

thoughts are difficoult!
words misunderstood!
rules made for might!

fuck religions!
fuck nihilism!
find your way!

smash all rules!
fight the might!

p.s.: wrote this when i was drunk :)