I'll be

There is one thing I can't deny
my life is
has been
and will be
a desperate shout
a dream
a lie

People trust in what I do
they don't know the truth

A card house in the wind
its falling
need a rest
a new beginnig
another time

I'm gonna rise
I'm gonna shine

I'll be.

me.

Stern

fremder gerstirne schöner stern
greifbar fast, unendlich fern
leuchtest hell am firmament
sodass man dich dort nicht erkennt
im falschen lichte schwindest du
legst dich nieder in ewger ruh
kalte nacht bringt hoffnung vor
gut gestärkt steigst du empor
schwebest sanft in den zenit
nicht so schnell! nimm mich mit!

I Try To Dive!

All that music just makes me sad.
Tell me now, what are you lookin' at?

Is it my tears?
Been cryin' them for days and years.

Gotta make a change,
I'm extending my social range.

Floating above a resting bench,
Dreamin' 'bout a quiet revenge.

For all that pain
That's been comitted
By my self.
I'm living with it.

All the time.
All the same bull shit

Enough is enough!
Those words sound rough?
Didn't you know me?
Did you think i'm tough?

Numbers are dropping,
countdowning my Life.

But when i'm drowning,

I try to dive!